Gail Ruth photo 2017I started this site in 2009 as a resource for highly sensitive Christians. My chief desire here is to make the abundance of life in Jesus Christ accessible to those who are created to receive from God in gentle, finely-tuned ways. The good news is that God longs to connect with us like this!

My second desire is for us to be progressively changed into the image and nature of Jesus Christ through cooperating with the supernatural work of the Holy Spirit in us. An essential part of this is becoming rooted and grounded in Father God’s warm, agape-style love for us, as Jesus was. Everything of God is an expression of His love, for He is agape love.

My third desire is to celebrate how different we are from each other. I share a vision for honoring those who are unfathomably unlike ourselves, thereby honoring our creative God.

A Healing/Growing Path for Us Through Jesus

This is what I believe God might want for us:

  • To find emotional security by inheriting Jesus’ secure love relationship with Father God.
  • To let God lead us into who He created us to be in Christ.
  • To be healed from a sense of defectiveness and shame by experiencing our Creator valuing and loving us.
  • To overflow with the kind love of God for us, so that we labor from our hearts to forgive and not judge.
  • To respond to God’s valuing of us, choosing by faith to likewise value those who do not carry our trait, without needing to make sense of them.
  • To follow the Holy Spirit as He coaches us in developing, as much as possible, a personally sane way of being on the planet.
  • To allow the Holy Spirit to bear fruit in and through us in harmony with our hearts and sensitivity.

A New Creation

I wrote this site in 2009-2011 and left it in God’s hands to do its work sharing with highly sensitive persons the good news of Jesus. After a six year absence, I have far more clarity. And so I am back rewriting some of the old and creating the new to reflect my deeper understanding.

My Prayer

Father God, let it be that each of us who belongs to Jesus Christ be increasingly formed into a one-of-a-kind expression of His image and nature!

Let each of us be set free in the Holy Spirit to function in the Body of Christ in our authentic place and function!

And let the members of Christ’s body live in harmony with other very different members through choosing to walk humbly, to forgive, and to give mercy!

Father God, let it be so here on earth as it is in heaven! The Name of Jesus!

 

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God Is Love

When we grasp that God is richly affectionate and deliciously good, it changes how we see everything. And so I’ll tell a Good Friday story. Father God, may it give us eyes to see our world and Your goodness in a new way! The Name of Jesus!

A Simplistic Story As I Understand It

Long ago God created a perfect world. Our Creator, deliciously good Himself, declared his creation good. It was harmonious with all His beautiful, loving, happy emotions. Harmony, peace, and joy were defining, as they were defining of the Creator Himself.

The Creator chose a plot of ground on this new earth and planted a garden. It was a wonderful garden – without weeds, pest, blight, or drought.

Creator God then created a man and a woman who reflected His very image and gave them the garden as their home. He dearly loved this man and woman He had created and spent time with them and gave them joyful, satisfying, meaningful work. There was no death, no decay, and no unpleasantness. They flourished.

Their occupation was to serve and keep the garden in which they lived. (Keep it from what, I wonder? Maybe we’ll see.) But that wasn’t all. The plan was that, as they procreated and spread across the earth, they were to have dominion over the entire earth and everything in it.

Now, dominion isn’t the same thing as domination. Domination has to do with power over someone or something. But dominion is rulership, and Jesus Himself explained that the role of the leader is to humbly serve. “But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant” (Matthew 23:11).

The Choice

When God planted this garden, He took a great and calculated risk. He placed a Choice in the garden. Why would He do this? Possibly because without a choice these people He loved could never truly be His friends. With no choice they could only be programmed, dominated, or controlled. And programming, domination, and control aren’t within the nature of God.

The essence of the Choice was to honor their Creator’s instructions and be content with the loveliness they lived in and with their satisfying relationship with their Creator, or to violate the Creator’s wishes and seek beyond for what might lay outside. He warned them that outside their present reality was death.

My imagination kicks in here. I can picture them in this loveliness wondering what exotic things lay in that realm God said was off limits. Was it better than this? Were they missing out on something they might desire? With no paradigm for anything but harmony, beauty, love, and a world bursting with life, they didn’t know what to expect. And being limited to their own reality, which was defined by the beauty of Who God Is, they could not access any other data for making this decision. They either had to trust this great friend and loving Creator, or they could explore beyond His margins.

The day came that the man and the woman made their Choice, and they chose to explore the reality that was outside this loveliness God had entrusted to them. And there truly was a reality outside of it. It was a reality outside of God Himself.

All the things in that reality were outside the beautiful nature of God. I have no clue why it existed. That’s not part of this story. But it was real and it was filled with all the things that were dissonant to the nature of God.

Dissonance

And so humanity chose. It wasn’t God who chose; it was our kind who made the Choice. And in their choosing, they ushered in much that was dissonant to the beautiful nature of God: stress, discontent, broken relationships, shame, injury, disease, death, ingratitude, boredom, resistance, gossip, craving, and yes, even what we call outright evil (such as torturing people to death through crucifixion). Our entire world system was corrupted with dissonance. And since that day, each of our hearts were born tasting dissonance.

Our destiny was now death – physical death, which we know, and spiritual death, which involves ultimately being forever separated from all the beauty that is God.

Thankfully, this did not make us void of good – His image was still the source of our existence. But we were no longer defined by the lovely nature of God. We now had far more in common with what exists outside of God than with what exists inside Him. The innocence of our relationship with Him was disturbed and we were no longer harmonious with Who He Is.

But our Creator never lost interest in us. He never stopped speaking to us, interacting with us, loving us, or providing for us. He wasn’t intimidated or repelled by us. Even at our dirtiest and most dissonant, He never turned away. Throughout the scriptures we see Him interacting lovingly with dissonant people (for example, as in Genesis 4:6-7 when God spoke with Cain). Jesus Himself confirmed this as He explained the heart of Father God, explaining that God “is kind to the unthankful and to the evil” (Luke 6:35).

He continually poured out His grace and mercy into this alternate, undesirable realm in which we were trapped – this realm that He had so longed to protect us from. “But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound” (Romans 5:20b).

Our end destiny of being forever separated from our delightful Creator was one we had no ability to overcome. And our determined efforts to eradicate dissonance and achieve the paradise we had lost merely resulted in human achievement that took us further and further from the exquisite nature of Creator God, and further and further from an affectionate harmony with Him.

We might have longed for the kind of relationship with God that still somehow echoed in the far recesses of the past, but we were destined to live in a reality that was not His. And we couldn’t fix this with our choices or our behaviors. Our destiny was immutable. There was no win. We were infected with the dissonance that existed outside of God and try as we might, we couldn’t entirely eradicate it and win back to our place of innocence.

Enter The Plan

But God never stopped loving us. He was terribly concerned about our long-term destiny of spiritual death – being sundered forever from Him and from all that was of Him. He didn’t want this for any of us. The Apostle Peter explains that God “is long-suffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance” (2 Peter 3:9b).

Creator God didn’t have any tidy options at this point. We had chosen and now we were all infected with death and dissonance. “Nevertheless death reigned from Adam to Moses, even over them that had not sinned after the similitude of Adam’s transgression” (Romans 5:14). He could not simply ignore the dissonance or pretend that we could pick up where we left off before the Choice. That would be like welcoming the dissonance and death into Himself, which was impossible.

He did have a plan though. But it was exceedingly messy, hugely costly, and, most likely, acutely offensive and entirely incomprehensible to those He was trying to rescue.

This messy, costly, offensive, and incomprehensible plan revolved around the concept of Innocent Blood. It seems to me that it works something like this. Each of us carries a spiritual debt to death – one we have no means at all to pay. The beauty of the gift of Innocent Blood is that if something perfect and innocent is killed in our place, the blood of perfect innocence can be used to pay our spiritual debt to death that would separate us forever from all that is our Creator. At least temporarily. And it covers over our dissonance as well. “And almost all things are purged with blood; and without shedding of blood is not remission” (Hebrews 9:22).

It’s worth noting that human sacrifice was meaningless: there was no longer any perfect, innocent human blood of any age; it all carried its own debt to death. We could die and it would appease nothing. It would merely fulfill the requisite death sentence against our own person.

So perfect, spotless, valuable, and sometimes beloved animals were carefully chosen and, as humanely as possible, sacrificed. And it not only temporarily held at bay our own death sentence, but it also graphically reminded us of the life-and-death desperation of our personal situation. It regularly renewed our awareness that we existed in a realm outside the nature of our Creator. Desperate measures for desperate circumstances.

The ongoing animal sacrifices were plugging a terrible hole, but they were just a temporary fix – and one that required a steady flow of sacrifice to pay for our ongoing dissonance. But this was just a shadow of what was to come.

The One

When the stage was finally set, God moved forward with the permanent fix. And Great Mystery entered the world.

There was One who in the beginning was with God and who also was God. Everything that was created was created through this One (John 1:1-13). “And the Word was made flesh and dwelt among us” (John 1:14). The fullness of God was in Him. “For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily” (Colossians 2:9). He was entirely harmonious with God, and was in very nature God. However, He did not hold onto that, but made Himself nothing, taking the nature of a servant, and adopting the form of human flesh (Philippians 2:6-7).

And so Jesus was born. His assignment was manifold. He was to immerse himself into this broken, dissonant world, sharing in our suffering, including the suffering involved in being tempted. He wanted to better relate to our experiences and have greater compassion on us (Hebrews 2:17-18, 4:15-16). He was to reveal the Father to us. (John 14:9). And most importantly, He was to be the final perfect sacrifice of Innocent Blood that would once and for all restore us to our Creator. “But this man, after he had offered one sacrifice for sins for ever, sat down on the right hand of God” (Hebrews 10:12).

And Jesus did a wonderful work of embodying God to us. We had so lost track of who God was, forgetting in our dissonance how kind and emotionally beautiful and full of love He was. As Jesus told His disciples, “If you have seen Me, you have seen the Father” (John 14:9). Because we had forgotten. And we painted Him as harsh and demanding.

But Jesus showed us a far more personable portrayal of God. Scriptures say Jesus was filled with extreme joy and gladness. “…thy God hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows” (Hebrews 1:9).

When His other work was accomplished, Jesus became the final sacrifice creation had been holding its breath for – the perfect, spotless sacrifice. His pristine, completely Innocent Blood was spilled out.

No one who loved God could have carried out the sacrifice. And so He further shared in our sufferings by putting Himself into the hands of cruel men. “…the hour is come; behold, the Son of man is betrayed into the hands of sinners” (Mark 14:41) who mercilessly mocked and tortured Him, and then slowly murdered Him in public, naked and ridiculed. He was a voluntary victim of the evil that was so utterly foreign to His nature.

It was for us. Our spiritual death debt was paid once and for all. His final word as he was dying, translated, “It is finished” (John 19:30), was the same word that was stamped in those days on a debt when it was paid in full.

Because of Jesus Christ

Because of Jesus, we now have the opportunity to go forth without a destiny of spiritual death hanging over our heads. Because of Jesus, we have the opportunity to walk in restored harmony with our wonderful Creator. “Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ” (Romans 5:1). Because of Jesus.

I am eternally grateful.

“For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scripture; and that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures (I Corinthians 15:3-4). Jesus is risen!

 

Editor’s Note: This post was originally published on Good Friday, April 3, 2010 and has been edited for reposting May 12, 2017.

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God the Sweet-Talker

May 11, 2017

God interacts differently with highly sensitive people. In fact, with the highly sensitive, God is a real sweet-talker.

This makes a lot of sense considering how easily we are crushed or made anxious, and how deeply we feel things. God is wise. He is our Creator. He knows us and honors His design in us.

What God’s Voice Feels Like

God speaks to the highly sensitive person in a way that feels really good. Period.

His communications are soothing. When we hear the Holy Spirit’s still small voice, our whole being melts into the truth of the message. It quickens something inside of us and make us feel suddenly alive, and yet at peace, like everything’s going to be OK now.

God’s words create a life-giving, uplifting response. Our heart and human spirit respond harmoniously to them. Stuck places inside us dissolve effortlessly. Our mindset shifts.

Whether it’s a “sweet nothing” or a correction, God’s communications with us melt tensions and elicit feelings of safety and nurture. They feel like the “Aaaaahhhh” of a perfect bubble bath after an exhausting day of work.

Side Benefits

As time goes by, and as we learn to distinguish the voice of God to us, we might become tuned to it. And so the kindness and nurture of His voice might begin to shape our own inner voice. How delightful when we learn to be kind and patient with ourselves like He is with us! And how wonderful when His tone to us becomes more and more our own tone to ourselves as well!

And from there it can spill out effortlessly to the people and world around us…

My Prayer

Father God, teach our hearts the kindness of Your voice! Let us become confident of Your gentleness with us! Tune us to Your beautiful tone, so that it comes to be reproduced in our own inner voice! Thank You! The Name of Jesus!

 

Editor’s Note: This post was originally published September 6, 2009 and has been edited for posting May 11, 2017.

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Transition, Growth, & the Calm Kindliness of God

October 7, 2010

As much as we would like it to be otherwise, we usually can’t see growth happening in the moment. It happens too slowly and the process is too hidden. And that can make it easy to feel discouraged with ourselves. It can so help to understand that transitional seasons are important times of our life and are fodder for the Holy Spirit to work His transformation in our hearts and lives. Best of all, it’s at such times we have an opportunity to practice our faith in our very good God, that our Good Shepherd is and will continue to be calmly and kindly gentle with our hearts on this journey.

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A Highly Sensitive Fish Story: It’s OK to Need a Gentle, Personal Touch

June 23, 2010

A guest post by Elissa Starks. “I am coming to the realization there are those that need a little more personal touch.. This really hit home at a visit to an aquarium. Some of us are just made differently and that is not a bad thing…”

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God’s River of Pleasures & Delights

April 15, 2010

There’s a fascinating phrase King David used in one of his ancient poems. He writes, “and thou shalt make them drink of the river of thy pleasures” (Psalm 36:8). That word “pleasures” also means “delights”. The River of Creator God’s Pleasures and Delights. Who knew God had one of those? Isn’t it exciting that God even has such a river? And even better that we get to drink from it?

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The Tree That Didn’t Give A Fig – A Story for Christian Highly Sensitive People

December 3, 2009

Have you ever heard that bizarre story about Jesus and the fig tree? If you don’t know the secrets of fig trees, there’s no way you can decipher the lesson in the story.

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A Blessing From the Holy Spirit

September 8, 2009

A message from the Holy Spirit: “Hey, Kiddo, I’ve got it handled. Even your failings.” For the Highly Sensitive Christian.

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